After the Flood: A Dream

Awoke this Friday morning after a particularly bizarre and unsettling dream. Parts of it felt nightmarish, other parts funny, and yet the dream was so adventurous. Gigantic waves rose up as the sky turned dark. We partied among tomorrow’s ruins with everyone we all knew earlier in life, suddenly aware terrifying alien creatures scurried quickly in the shadows. What was this crazy dream trying to tell me? 

The dream didn’t start out so scary. The dreamtime seemed to be soon after my middle daughter Kate’s wedding. In real-life Kate is engaged to marry Ian the Boatman next year in the Summer of 2026. Some people in the dream were still running around in wedding attire. The dreamtime was Autumn. Had a mid-to-late Octobery feel. And the nights felt somewhere between warm and cool. With a Full Moon. So looked up Luna cycles in real-life. In the Fall of 2026 the Full Moon soars on Monday the 6th of October as the Harvest or Hunter’s Supermoon, on Wednesday the 5th of November as the Beaver Supermoon, and on Thursday the 4th of December as the Full Cold Moon Supermoon.

So many people were in this dream. There were folks I knew and know from across many walks of life and from different periods of time. There were people from every place I’ve ever lived. Even people who had passed on in real-life who I was surprised to see still alive in the dream. Family, friends, acquaintances, coworkers, classmates, fraternity brothers, ex-wives, even old girlfriends and schoolyard chums including those I got into fights with – they were all there. They were also all older adults, no one here was still a child or still dead, but more as if we were all peers, alive. We’re all about the same age in this dream. No one was elderly or very young. Twas all in the near future, could be this year, or during the Autumn of next year.

Early on while dreaming, I wondered if we were all in the Afterlife together. Did we all perish in a sudden, unexpected cataclysm where our species became extinct? And now we were in Heaven, or maybe Purgatory or some low-level, close-to-the-ground-of-Earth astral realm because everything was so post-Apocalyptic? The idea we were all in Hell, every one of us, didn’t make sense. And then we realized we were biologically all alive but in some different dimension or density or strange realm. We were unable to understand any of it. All of these people being together, alive, and at the same age, at the same time was a miracle, a Discordian miracle none of us were able to make any sense out of it.

Next we’ve broken into small groups scrambling thru different ruined houses amidst a landscape muddy and trashed from recent flooding. We look around in house after house, all of them empty, no one living there. Everyone I saw were only the people I’ve known across my 66 years of living in real-life time. Someone shouted. We stopped to listen. Monster waves bigger than tsunamis were on the way. We grabbled surfboards – they just appeared in our hands – and headed out into the bay. The water was rising quickly. Enormous waves taller than the mountains rose so high as to block out the sky. We’re calm, which surprises me within the dream. Most of us sit astride our surfboards while some swim about not wanting to be tethered to anything. The gigantic waves pass beneath us, lifting us up into the sky, then dropping us down as the water barreled ashore. We all began to freak out, and fear turns to relief and then, strangely, a sense of fun. None of us are hurt. We don’t drown. We aren’t smashed to bits. It was as if we were somehow indestructible. Again, I wondered if we were somehow in some strange realm of the Afterlife, a House of Many Rooms of which we Earth Humans all know so little. Continue reading

From the Afterlife at Grandma’s to a River in the Woods in Two Dreams

Or was it one long crazy dream?

Awoke one Saturday morning in late August this year from two vivid and distinctly different back to back dreams with faint memories of an earlier third. The two dreams flowed one into the other. It was as if I was in one dream and then lucidly recognized within the dream I was yet in another dream. To be clear, I did not unconsciously exhibit any powers to change or redirect the event of my dreams. Nor did I consciously manifest any such powers to affect such changes. Instead, I ran forward into the future, if you will, to experience what may occur from my own curiosity. The urgency of the moment within these two dreams felt so real and compelling. In weird, strange, and bizarre ways, yet in a loving way, my dreams took me across different timelines from California with an ex-lover into the Afterlife to chat with the dead and with a movie star and my youngest to paddle a muddy river in Virginia. Felt mind bending, confusing, and loving.

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Dream of crossing a desert with an ex-wife

Traversing the Past at the Future End of the World?

What does a dream of an attempt to cross a bloody damn desert with an ex-wife, on bicycles, even mean? I even told her, the ex, Kristina, as well as my current wife, Faithlyn. Neither had any clear answers. Is the desert itself the primary character, a huge clue hiding within the subconscious in plain view? Or merely the stage upon with old issues reared themselves in the form of avatars?

The dream:

From what I remember, my dream started out with Kristina and I riding horses in the desert but the horses morphed quickly into bicycles. Handlebars grew out of the horses necks, the horses morphed into simple, two-wheeled machines, and before we knew it we were pedaling bikes. The change felt strangely normal, mundane, as if we had been riding horses turning into bicycles all along. The transition from animal to machine was so bloodless and without protest it was as if accomplished by futuristic magickal sorcery or by self-programming algorithms. The bicycles were old-fashioned bikes without gears. While adult bikes, they looked childlike with glittery tassels twirling from our handlebars. We pedaled down between boulders beneath clear blue skies. Continue reading

A Dream of a Remodeled Past

What does dreaming of ex-wives and community housing mean?

I’m writing this on Wednesday night the 3rd of September 2025. All of what I have in my notes is unusually brief: 

Dream from Sunday AM
Me Gwen Kristina tour Orca Landing which is now Star/Sky
Sunday 8 June 2025

That’s it. What I do recall is the dream being intense and socially complex. It felt real, and dreams feeling real have an intensity about them. Yet I can tell the experience was a fantasy dream because two different locations were one single place. Within the dream, and in this “real” everyday life, however, we three are all divorced from each other, remain friends, and each one of us has married again to someone else. In this strange dream, however, we functioned as a triad to the point we walked side by side with me in the center. Continue reading