On “hearing the Call” beyond prayer and meditation

I hear the call. Perhaps best to say I sense the pull of a call. Feel the pulling of it, a calling that groans as it waits for me to respond before I run away into death. At first glance it feels energetically as a call to ministry, to be a pastor to the people for God.

Am not clear exactly what this call is. It is clearly spiritual, mystical, divinely directed. By The One God above all other gods and goddesses? Or by those spirit guides and guardian angels? My spirit guides and guardian angels? Do such spiritual beings exist? I know they do, but how many? Are they one and the same? How many deities are truly divine aspects of a greater Oneness we call God, a god without gender or ethnicity or even good pronouns? How many deities are biological entities from other planets, dimensions, and vibrational densities our awed ancestors erroneously deified in our long ago past? Or perhaps these “aliens” fooled us? Deceived us? Continue reading →